What can I say
What can I do
My heart is lost
in thoughts of you
At first it was a casual thing
Just meant for fun and nothing more,
we wrote for months
and laughed and joked and teased
I was the Doc and you were Minnie
And we worked our fantasies
until we were silly
I wrote a play
and you were the star
It was the best I had written so far
and when I met you
and first saw you
I fell
in love
With your golden hair
and your looks and assets
my heart took a leap
and when we kissed
you drove the final stab
to my emotions
opening up my affections
that had been dormant
since I cant remember when
I was dizzy and felt drunk
from just a kiss
and a cuddle
my arms around you
holding you tight
feeling your arms clasping me to you
breathing hard with emotion and lust and pleasure
I held you
and melted
and wished you were mine
and felt sad
confused
hurt
wanting you so badly
but knowing you were with someone else
and so was I
you said you didnt love your partner
and I didnt love mine
but it was still sorrow when I parted
and left you
knowing that I was not the only one
and never would be.
I never wanted to fall in love
not ever again
having to hurt
go through jealousy and pain
and yearning
and dreaming
and crying
wanting just to see you again.