Always On My Own

I have spoken to her on the phone
And she sounds lovely
Her photo is beautiful
But is she lonely too
Is she troubled?
Just like me
Is her heart ignored like mine?
Does she sit on her own every night
Watching TV
And searching the pages online?

The despair that I feel
When I see my partner as she (he) is now
Compared to when we first met
When we couldn’t get enough of each other
And couldn’t wait to see to see each other too
From the morning to the evening
We have gone from Elation
To desperation
Two passing ships in the fog
Missing each other by a short distance
But never connecting
Never holding hands
Or even a kiss
With total separation

Always on my own
Sitting uncomfortably
Always on my own
With my own company
My mind is always full
With so much uncertainty
Will I always be alone?
Till eternity
Always on my own
Always on my own

Looking at happy people
Surrounding me
Wonder if they know
How lonely I can be
Without someone to call my own
Staring at the sky
Anybody want me ?
Of course they do
Need to find them
But
In my own time!
To see me through

Always on my own
Sitting uncomfortably
Always on my own
With my own company
Mind is always full
With so much uncertainty
Will I always be alone?
Till eternity
Always on my own
Always on my own